"Lord, what you've planned through us.
What made you praise with your poor lips.
Lord, what you've planned through us.
I'm looking forward to what you're going to do."
Every time I post a video, every time I publish a music book, I lack this and that and make another mistake. Do this, do that, people's demands are increasing. Every time I do that, I think, "Why am I so lacking?"
But this praise is so comforting.
One day, my best friend from high school told me.
When I say, "I've got to do this," and I'm gonna do it.
When I say, "I need to get a job," I get a job soon.
When I say, "I have to get married." I get married soon.
When I say, "I have to go to graduate school," I am going to graduate school soon.
She said "Looking at you, I think there's a real God.”
I didn't expect this from my friend, a devout Buddhist, to hear this.
And I didn't know that the guy who's been watching me closely for a long time would say this.
Because for me, there was nothing easy about that process, and it was something I prayed for and prepared for a long time. In other people's eyes, even a close friend like this, my life seems to be all right.
I feel, "Why is my life so hard?"
"Why is it so hard?" "Why isn't it working?" "Is there anything I can do?"
I remember crying and praying all the time.
Psalms 126:6
"He who cries and goes out to sow will surely return with his grain hem with joy."
I only see seeds, and my friend must be looking at grain.
It's been three years since I started YouTube.
If you've heard what I said, "I'm going to have to do YouTube," it's probably the same reaction as my friend. "I heard you're on YouTube, and now you have 20,000 subscribers."
While I was working hard on my YouTube video, I started with "Should I really do this?"
After I started, I thought, "Should I do this?" every day after day.
It's the same when I publish a music book.
When I say, "I'm going to publish a music book," it looks like it's coming out soon, right? It was really hard for me. I think my hidden gray hair came out since then.
I still have some prayer topics like homework that can't be solved. However, I want to look forward to seeing grain, not just seeds.
Do the Heaven accompanists have the same thing?
Psalm 18:29
"I have entrusted the Lord to run for the enemy, and I have turned to my God, and I have gone beyond the wall."
I've been thinking about the experience of jumping over the wall, and I've been through it, and I've been comforting.
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I'm looking forward to what you're going to do.
Look forward to what you're gonna do through us.
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Be the accompanists who enjoy heaven again today~