I know worshiping as the accompanist, who started with a submissive heart is not an easy way to go. It is not just a matter of skill or mentality. People never been in a position of accompanist cannot understand that the seat of accompanist is the path of the cross. So, I am sorry to hear when accompanists say they do not want to play anymore. What is more wrecking me is when the situation demands unconditional devotion. Therefore, I think you should ask for a help to get out of this. For example, you can get yourself time to relax and ask other accompanists to sit for you for about 1-2 weeks. You might debate to yourself is 1-2 weeks enough? But accompanists are the ones who are more eager to meet Jesus than anyone else, so they recover faster than I thought.
I wish God’s love is forever with you who walk the cross with Jesus. Rather than being burned out, I wish you will be able to do well on your mission with proper relax.
I am rooting for you
I am giving you a tip to play the song. It is good to know when you have three words of A major code like this song. “하나님의 사랑이 영원히 함께하리” is where you put 1-5-1 from top to bottom.